Yes, You Can Use My Face For Your Pleasure....

Facesitting is not my thing.... But, amazingly, the thought of having my face engulfed in some Woman's ass is intriguing. The way i look at it, smelly, nasty shit comes out of the hole, so why should i want to be involved with it in any way? The body is getting rid of things from that hole for a reason, why should i go near it? But, alas, the fascination of being under or maybe it's the inferiority complex that one would have in serving a Superior Woman. What more humiliating task puts the accent on submitting to One Who is Superior to you?

Yet, here i am, fantasizing of being under a Woman's ass..... How does this happen? Maybe it's the image aspect of a Woman looking at me as being less than a person, only as an object to be used for Her pleasure and satisfaction. Or maybe it's just the thought of Her sitting on my face just because She wants to. Or could it be that my face under Her ass as a comfort for that body part makes me think in terms of being seen as comfort for the expressed purpose of satisfying Her, no more, no less, makes it intriguing knowing that that is what She is thinking. Or at least, what i am hoping...

But then again, knowing that i do enjoy pleasing a Woman orally, maybe in the back of my mind, imagining my tongue pleasuring Her in a way that a woman orally pleases a man! Thinking that Her power lies in the fact that i am laying on my back, awaiting Her moistness to be placed squarely on my face with the only goal of pleasuring Her until She is satisfied, until She comes off, until She is so pleased that She just lays there knowing that my face is there for Her expressed use.....

Vore Fantasies....

Part of Dominance to me, dwells on anything that would put me in a subservient position or places the Woman in a position of power. There are fantasies and scenarios that, of course, will never happen but it still fascinates me in my mind as far as fantasizing about it often.

One of these fantasies is being shrunken or being captured by a Giant Woman. Not only being caught by a Giant Woman, but, a Giant Woman Who is anxious to devour me as a meal. i fantasize of being trapped by a hungry Giantess Who is hungry to have my flesh in Her mouth. Hungry to taste my blood, hungry to eat me, but not only eat me, but eat me alive. There is the sadism in Her to have me feel Her teeth rip into my skin, to watch me plead and suffer while She sucks on the blood, crunch my bones, to feel me actually lose my life in Her mouth.

Maybe before She actually devours me, She wants to play with me, to slightly torture me and watch me plead for my life, having me think that if i plead with every inch of my heart, that She will allow me to live and escape being Her meal. She delights at watching me cry and beg for mercy, knowing that Her intention is to eat me alive, eat me until i am completely in Her system as nutrition for Her body. For Her to lick me, Her way of teasing, sucking on my skin, to have me actually feel the warmth of Her breath on me, thinking about how i can get out of this situation.

Maybe She 'accidentally' drops me, giving me a chance to escape, giving me an ounce of hope that i have escaped Her clutches, but to Her, it's a game of cat and mouse and of course, me being the mouse. i escape momentarily, happy for the moment, but She has me in Her view all the time and is ready to eat. She captures me, sticks a fingernail in my stomach to make me bleed so that She can have some blood that She is craving. Enough playing, Her eyes lock in on me, i start pleading again, but the look in Her eyes tells me that this is it for me as She brings me closer to Her face, i feel Her breath and then Her teeth..........

Having Somewhere To Eat

So, my submissive mind is always thinking about how i can properly serve and please my Domme. It fascinates me knowing that if i am pleasing Her in the way She expects, deserves and desires, then the goals are being met in the subjugation of me and the empowerment of Her. Of course, outside of the Pro Domme aspect, in the mind of a lifestyle (Can i call myself lifestyle based on the fact that i don't go to pros to submit?) sub, this can and does enter into realms deemed illegal and immoral, the thoughts of submitting in ways that is mutually beneficial.

When we think of BDSM, it does tinker on our sexual proclivities and/or empowering the Top in the way that both parties (or mostly the Top) can agree to or at least the sub can tolerate in the thought process of pleasing and/or submitting to his Top's preference. This does and should include, on the direction of the Domme, pleasing the Top in the way She wants to be pleased and not necessarily with the thought of the sub doing the pleasing.

i am fascinated at the thought of the reversal of roles when it comes to the sexual mindset of how, we, as men, think and want from our Women in bed. From society's thought process, the man is in control and when he wants sex or pleasure from his partner, the partner should adhere to his wishes as he wants them and some may say, and as a duty to him. Which brings up what i sometimes, well, OK, always fantasize about and that's the thought of being made to get on my knees and orally please my Domme on instruction from Her and for the complete and total satisfaction of Her sexual wants, even if it's just me licking and pleasing Her for as long as She wants with not even a thought of my own sexual needs and/or wants.

i do imagine getting a 'booty' call from my Domme and made to strip and be told that my only purpose for the moment is to get Her off completely, despite what i want from it or if i get anything out of it. Her pleasure and instruction on how She wants that pleasure will be the main and primary duty on tap. And then when She is done or finished with having me at Her mercy, then She dismisses me regardless of whether i got off or not.....

I Need To Be Arrested...

No doubt, fantasizing about certain things wouldn't work in the vanilla world and/or i wouldn't want to participate in, but one recurring fantasy is so hot that i am sure it's common among submissives.

i fantasize of being wrongly accused of a violent crime, a case of mistaken identity and accosted by very aggressive cops (Female, of course!) and me protesting, being brutalized by the officers for 'resisting' arrest. The crime i am accused of is rape and sodomy and the cops that arrest me are so hell bent on justice that They decide to forgo the legal system and offer me a choice while i am in the squad car. They tell me They can take me to the station house and book me, throw me in jail and publicize what i am accused of and take my chances with, not only the justice system, but the thugs in the prison system who don't take kindly to men who rape Women. OR, i can be taken elsewhere and become prisoners to Them.

Of course, after consideration, i think about my options knowing that the cards are dealt against me because of the false accusation as well as the evidence planted against me by the cops. i choose, reluctantly, to become the prisoner of these cops and of course, They live to abuse me in every way imaginable way, including sodomy with nightsticks and various objects and they give me a life sentence.......

Vulnerability

OK, OK! Miss Susie was right! I am just as bad, if not worse than the Dommes i complained about not updating Their blogs! i should be punished and abused by all the Dommes i've ever talked bad about Who haven't updated Their blogs!!!

With that being said, i often wonder what it is about being nude in front of a Domme. When i was first being trained, it was a remarkable feeling to be fully exposed in front of an attractive and demanding Woman. As powerful as I would feel in my every day vanilla life, i would feel the EXACT opposite of that while naked in front of a Woman Who was fully dressed. In fact, it's safe to say that i am more submissive when i am fully nude. I am so vulnerable for many reasons as i am exposed, not in just the physical sense, but in the mental and emotional sense.

i feel i can and do give more of myself when i have no clothes on and an attractive Woman is there, ESPECIALLY when She has any instrument or a threat of punishment at Her hands. Come to think of it, maybe i do prefer to be at my most vulnerable in order to feel completely at the mercy of the Domme i am serving......